Sunday, April 10, 2011

Through the Long Dark Nights

A few days before "The Great East Japan Earthquake" occurred, I had plans for my next blog post and it was in the process of coming together. I had gathered bits and pieces of things which I had already written on the subject, including a poem, and all I had to do was wrap my brain around how I was going to present it and start typing. Simple enough, right?

Then on March 11, news of the magnitude 9.0 earthquake and subsequent tsunami came to my attention. As more and more information became known and images of the destruction were being made public, I found myself to be suddenly mute. I was struggling to find words. I couldn't even put together a simple sentence. I tried. I thought maybe if I could just write one word, the rest would come, but... nothing!

I couldn't stop thinking about the children and how absolutely heartsick God must be to see His beloved children dealing with such horrible devastation. This was weighing so heavily on my heart, that everything else seemed empty and pointless compared to the thought of these little ones living the darkest days of their lives.

I had a very strong feeling that God must surely have sent some angels to do whatever they could to save some and comfort others. (Yes, I do believe in angels.) But in my little corner of the world, life carried on as usual all around me, and I felt somewhat detached from it all as if I was circling overhead, watching what was going on below, not quite sure where to land or where my presence would be the most help or to whom. A sense of complete and utter helplessness pervaded my spirit when I realized that all I could really do was pray. Don't get me wrong, I believe very much in the power of prayer, but sometimes it just doesn't feel like enough, and this was definitely one of those times! So I donated what little I could financially to the relief efforts, and I just kept praying... for the children and their families... for the rescue workers... for the angels.

A week later, I knew I wasn't ready to write what I had originally intended to write, but I needed to write or do something - anything - to recognize what was going on over there and in my heart. I couldn't sit here in my comfortable home with my comfortable life and act as if it wasn't happening! I could feel their pain, their fear, their sorrow and their confusion. I finally broke down and shared with a friend how I was feeling, and then the words started to come.

For the children of Japan... and for the angels...


Oh children, my children
Have no fear
I hear your cries
I feel your pain
And I am here

Oh children, my children
My heart weeps with you
Through your deepest despair
I will be there
Take my hand
I will lead you to safety
Don’t give up the fight
I will hold you and comfort you
Through the long dark nights

* * * * *

How do you tell a child
"Do not fear"
When their world is shattered
into a million pieces
When mud floods their playground
And splinters are all that remain
of their home, their space
Where loved ones once dwelt
In their warm and safe place

How do you tell a child
"Don’t despair"
When they don’t even know
if their mommy or daddy
can be found anywhere
If their brother or sister
are buried in the mud
When time stands still
and they wonder,
Is this God’s will?


How do you tell a child
"It’s going to be alright"
When their world has fallen down
all around them
When destruction and mayhem
are all they can see for miles and miles
Day after day
And night after night


How do you tell a child
"Go to sleep now
Try not to worry
God Loves you, you know"
When all they can think of is,
How did this happen?
What will become of my life?
Who will take care of me
and tuck me into bed at night?

How do you say
"Hang on little one
The sun will shine again
I promise you will see
another bright day"
When the days are unbearable
too painful to stay
And the long dark nights
only remind them
that nothing will ever be the same

* * * * *

Angel of the night
They'll know you are there
when you take their hands
and lead them to safety
When you caress their little heads
ever so gently
to show them you care
Your healing touch
will get them through
their darkest despair

Someday they’ll look back
and remember
The One who touched them
with Love and tenderness
Who gave them strength to get through
Who gave them hope anew
Brilliant warm light
Who gave comfort and courage
through the long dark nights

They’ll remember…
And be blessed


03/18/11
Copyright © 2011 by Charlene Burgess


Friday, April 8, 2011

Legacy of Love: A Tribute to Mother

God called you home
And we’re left behind
To continue our lives
Our paths to find
Your guidance, your hugs,
Your kisses and smiles
Saw us through life’s journey
And its many trials

It’s hard to imagine a time without
Your song, your laughter, your fussing about
The way you loved and cherished each life
You were given to care for, to ease our strife
Sacrifices made along the way
To ensure our happiness was your charge to obey
Your only true master, a loving God
Who lived in you, his message you taught

In the midst of life’s challenges, when things went wrong
Your light shone bright, your faith was strong
God’s grace unshakable
Your spirit unbreakable
No matter the pain, no matter the suffering
You stayed the course, gave your heart as an offering
To show us the way to live and be
Kindness, tolerance, humility

Your belief in LOVE whatever the cost
Is your gift to us, to soften our loss

Children and family the whole of your existence
Gave you the strength to go the distance
You shared God’s Love without measure
Your devotion was our treasure
Now if we want to feel your embrace
All we need do is picture your face
With outstretched arms you send a hug
Touching our souls from Heaven above

You made a difference, your spirit lives on
In our hearts forever, even though you’re gone
We’ll carry your legacy of Love to others
Passing the torch in your name, dear Mother!

02/14/10
Copyright © 2010 by Charlene Burgess


Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Tribute to Elizabeth Taylor and a Beautiful Friendship

Mike's friend Elizabeth...that beautiful lady who was like a warm cuddly blanket to him. I believe they were true soulmates and no doubt, eternal friends. Since June 25, 2009, I have often thought about the day of her passing and what a joyous celebration it would be for them to be reunited in spirit! She was by far the best friend Michael ever had and she was his most loyal advocate. She knew him better than anybody and never hesitated to speak up on his behalf. God knew he needed a friend like her. She was so devastated by his death, I am happy for both of them that they are at last together again. Two beautiful free spirits! I am only sad for us that we will no longer have her here to speak her mind. She was a bold, beautiful, no-nonsense kind of woman. I loved that about her! Yes, she will be missed...



I just need to say
While I’m standing here in front of you
Thank you for the joy
And the tears

I am a part of you
And you a part of me
You can see right through
To everything in me there is to see

You know me inside and out
You’ve heard me cry
You’ve heard me shout
And you’ve seen me smile
At what you are about

I just wanna thank you
For being my friend
For staying with me
Through thick and through thin

Such loyalty and trust
Can never be replaced
So, forgive me if I make a fuss
My friend…
But you’ve touched me with your grace

12/31/10
Copyright © 2010 by Charlene Burgess


In loving memory of Elizabeth Rosemond Taylor
"Dame Elizabeth"
February 27, 1932 - March 23, 2011

A Hollywood Legend and a true Lover of Life
but most of all...
A trusted and devoted friend





“My heart…my mind… are broken. I loved Michael with all my soul and I can’t imagine life without him. We had so much in common and we had such loving fun together... My life feels so empty. I don’t think anyone knew how much we loved each other... The purest most giving love I’ve ever known. Oh God! I’m going to miss him... I can’t yet imagine life with out him. But I guess with God’s help… I’ll learn."
~ Elizabeth Taylor upon Michael's passing


Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Just Do It!


Up high, so high
I can’t even see the sky
‘Cause I’m in it!
There is no limit to what I can do
If I believe…
Just do it!

Impossible, you say?
I don’t think so
There is always a way
Turned on by the power of Love
I can do anything
Once I choose to move
Into the groove

Thanks to you, dear one
Your Love lights up the sky
Even on a cloudy day
I don’t need to ask why

Birds in flight
Show me how it’s done
They just take off
Without a thought!
It’s natural to them, you see
God gave them wings
To fly above me

To me he gave a spirit to fly
Above the clouds
So high in the sky
So I could see the world below
Its beauty and pain
So I would know

My heart and soul say
Step aside, make some room
For Love to enter the atmosphere
No more doom and gloom!

Up high, so high
I can’t even see the sky
‘Cause I’m in it!
There is no limit to what I can do
If I believe…
Just do it!

12/31/10
Copyright © 2010 by Charlene Burgess


Thursday, March 10, 2011

If I Could Fly

Photo by C. Burgess at Brookings Harbor, Oregon
December, 2009

If I could fly
Like a seagull flies
Dipping and swooping
Playing with the wind

Surfing
On a wave of air
With total abandon
Never a care

Perched atop a rock at sea
I would plan my strategy

Which way to go
To get the best lift
Make the wind carry me to the sky
Then swoop to the ground
Like falling off a cliff

Gliding with precision
So close to the ground
Like an airplane
Coming in for a landing

A roller coaster ride
On a windy day
It’s by far the best time to play

Going with the flow
I’d swing and I'd sway
Let the wind have its way
Like a kite with no strings

This must be
What it feels like
To be totally and utterly free!

07/05/10
Copyright © 2010 by Charlene Burgess

Monday, February 14, 2011

Back to My Heart

I don’t want to leave this place
At the edge of the sea
I feel that You are here
In the wind and the waves
In the cry of a seagull
In the moon that hovers in the sky
Watching over me as I cry

Touching me
Bringing me back to my heart once again
The place where I always want to be
I never want to leave that place in my heart
Please….keep touching me













Every time You touch me
Barriers disappear as if by magic
All the impossible becomes possible
Because of You
Now I know what I can do

Words will sing and dance on the page
Expressing from my heart
This Love
Your light
Awareness of all the beauty around
The things we must keep
Ever close, ever safe

My heart sings the song
And I understand
What it is I need to do
Because of You

07/05/10
Copyright © 2010 by Charlene Burgess

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"The heart can think of no devotion
Greater than being shore to the ocean..."
~ from Robert Frost's poem, Devotion

Thursday, February 10, 2011

A Walk On the Beach













Driftwood and tree trunks
Scattered about
Delivered to shore
Like a gift, an offering
For us to explore
Makes me wonder
Where do they come from
And how do they get to the sea

Waves crash upon the beach
With steady rhythm
Heartbeat of the sea
Speaks to me of life beyond
Another world unknown to me
Explorers have tried
To penetrate its soul
Solve the mysteries
Of stories untold

Do you think there are angels in the sea
Watching over God’s creatures
Guiding the way
Loving and caring for those that stray
I’d like to think they are not alone
That some sweet angels
Are there to protect
Keep them from harm
When man disrespects










The wind reminds me
Of Who’s in charge
Even the waves
Respond to the power
Bowing their caps
Curling and leaning
With utmost respect
To Creation’s King

The sun glitters and sparkles
On the sea’s great belly
Casting its light
Like a billion stars
In the sky of another world below
I wonder, do they know
The creatures of the sea
That there is another sky
With another billion stars
That reaches beyond infinity

Reminds me of Heaven
And all the places of mystery

God calls me here
To the edge of another world
To remind me of His power
His Love and majesty
No other place
Has ever shown me
Like the sea
And all its mystery

07/03/10
Copyright © 2010 by Charlene Burgess